I am embarrassed to admit that, like most people, I was also obsessed with planning my life out as much as I could. Luckily, I failed at it (haha). That is when I learned to embrace uncertainty and find joy in every moment, every action, every situation.
If I may dare to elaborate - that if you have a sense of adventure, willingness and wonder you would experience life in a completely different way. I believe it is what matters ultimately.

If anything I have said here resonates with you or your life then lets connect. Life is too short to miss out on this kind of synergy.